so, todays the day. Today i make the decision to not have any more babies, a decision that yesterday i was okay with, but today i dont know... i know i can take it out, but they say it is sometimes not possible to get pregnant again when you have had one, which is why they wont give it to someone who doesnt have any kids. We dont need to have anymore, we are very lucky to have the beautiful girls we have, but i think i will regret this.
but since we are already broke enough, i guess its the right thing to do.
What if we never experience having a boy? how will matt be never having the son he wants? Thats probably my biggest worry. i know we will be fine, but you know...
Also, everyone is telling me that it is gonna hurt pretty bad for a few days... so i am a little nervous about that, and what all the side affects will be, hopefully my body reacts well to this because it will save a ton of money compared to taking the pill or any other form.
so, well see. but im bummed today about it.
good or bad, yall are gna hear about it, lol.
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